Buds...

I have really been trying to think of something to write about these days. My life is pleasantly uneventful it seems. I feel like I am always doing something, but like I have nothing to do. It's weird. Anyway, it's Valentines Day and sadly Derek and I did nothing and got each other nothing. How un-romantic...I know. Actually I really could care less. I have never been a big celebrater (I know that is not a word)...birthdays, including my own, pointless holidays, I just don't get into it. We did babysit tonight, which I always enjoy. I have started to really appreciate getting to watch children grow up right in front of my eyes. Kids I knew when I was younger are like almost adults now...it is really freaky to see them all grown up. blah blah blah...

I did get on here to write about a rather random topic. My friends. I have never been the type of person to "spread myself thin" when it comes to friends. I guess I don't feel like I can put enough trust into people to lend myself victim to their demanding schedules and unpredictable-ness. I have been blessed with a few good friends in my life (yes, I can count them on one hand) . Some have come and gone, others have been around a while longer, but each has brought something different to my life. I truly enjoy sitting back and watching my friends, who are all completely different, go through different stages of life. I get to watch them get married, make the decisions with their husbands to start a family, watch the changes that take place after they get pregnant and realize they've made a decision that is going to change their life. It's nice and it's weird (I realize that), but I like it. I take this friend thing seriously, if you are one, it took a lot for me to regard you as highly as I do...not because you're not a great person, but just because I'm a bit strange. You each have a special place in my heart and I feel blessed to be your friend. I guess that's it.

Lonely Blog

I know I have neglected you blog. I have been hoping something exciting would happen in my life...but sadly, it has not. I promise when something worth writing about happens, I will write on you.

Whitney